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Name: Andrea
Gender: Female
Interests: Josh Groban, Children of Bodom, The 69 Eyes, A.F.I., A.P.C., Incubus, Papa Roach, My Chemical Romance, H.I.M....etc., J.R.R. Tolkien's work, Shannara, Philosophy, Weapons, Armour, Renaissance Period, Norse Mythology, Gackt, Coldfire Trilogy, The Used, Negative, Seether, Earshot, Breaking Benjamin, The Darkness, Iceland/Icelandic, Poetry, Philosophy...Etc. (There's so much more, let's not make this too detailed)
Expertise: Scaring children?
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Yahoo:  eloquentdeath@yahoo.com
Member Since:
11/28/2004
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| I have I knew xanga if anyone cares...:
http://www.xanga.com/SophisticatedInsanity
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| I hate how I distance myself when I am scared, but it's a shield I
guess...An attempt to shelter myself, even if it is not what should be
built...*Sigh* Last night...I don't know, I feel like everything is
falling apart right in front of me and there is nothing I can do...I
don't expect anyone to understand, and...Please don't comment if you
don't, unless you have some words of advice...Otherwise, don't bother.
Right now I just feel like nothing is worth anything, as though time
spent is a waste; it's all in vain...Especially when someone you want
to speak with gives off the attitude of not caring...Or maybe it's me,
with my warped sense of reality, but I am the only one I can rely on
right now...My past has taught me that...
~I wish this was my last night, lying here in your arms...The world on pause~
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| I'm scared, so very scared...What to do but ponder if this is all
real...Is it? I don't know what the future may hold. If I should fall
from such heights that my soul should shatter...I wish not to harm
those I love in that moment I fall from grace, if grace ever existed in
one such as myself...Do you know? Could you chase away my fears? All
this questioning, I wish I could experience such bliss that would blind
me from my fears...I would pray, but to whom? I bow down to no god(s).
I look not up to divine figures whom so many religions hath given
birth, so who do I look to? Don't tell me God, please, I beg
thee...Spare me religious figures of whom I have no faith. I just want
to know...
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| Interview today at 4:00pm for PetSmart...*Sighs* It'd be nice if it
went well and they hired me...I love working with animals and the
position they are seeking is for someone to bathe the dogs and even
trim them. They even train, so hopefully the person will see that I
love animals and will give me a chance, but I am not getting my hopes
up too high.
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